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Monster: it kills and make things dirty.
September 21, 2009 | |
Is another cold day today, I’ve been sleeping late lately,
Maybe because finals and me being lazy to wake up early.
I wasn’t happy today,
Maybe because I wasted my whole day doing nothing facing my laptop again.
I don’t understand sometimes,
Why people just can’t leave another alone or another’s friend alone after relationship is ended.
If I did not ask, I don’t think I will ever found out.
That other has been mixing with others before me knowing it.
What are you trying to do actually?
I really question myself, what is your purpose?
“this was his favorite song”
“should I buy him chocolates?”
“if he don’t meet me today, no friends forever.”
The question is, why want to meet someone so sudden?
I believe in psychodynamic, that people decisions are based on their intentions.
I don’t believe in “just wanna hang around”
That’s bullshit.
I deleted all the post,
because I wanted to move on.
And crush all the memories and hopes.
Call me bad, call me evil.
And I have to say something that I have kept for these long.
The fucking problem why someone thinks that others are the problem,
Is because they are the fucking problem.
I EMPHASIZED, do not ASSUME.
I EMPHASIZED, don’t BLAME others if self can’t DO IT.
GOD, I wonder how many people have been corrupted.
By you spread around what monster I am.
Is not I don’t want to be friends. See?
It’s because the actions you’ve taken.
You’re lucky I don’t kill.
Because I’m not a monster.
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emo kia.. -____-